It's driving me insane that I'm so far away from you.
It's driving me insane that I cant be smart enough.
It's driving me insane that I feel as if we're drifting apart.
It's driving me insane to think that distance made us closer.
It's driving me insane to think that Christmas is soon.
Its driving me insane that I dont know what to buy you.
It's driving me insane to think that I have to start to work again soon.
It's driving me insane because I cant stop thinking about you.
It's driving me insane with this amount of studying to do.
Its driving me insane that Im afraid I wont be able to remember it all.
Its driving me insane because you're in freaking Nova Scotia
It's driving me insane when my roomate talks so fucking loud.
It's driving me insane that my roomate's laugh is so retarded.
It's driving me insane that certain people can do so good in school without even trying.
It's driving me insane STILL that we drifted apart...I'll always feel the same about you.
It's driving me insane that you're so oblivious to the fact that you just need to come up to me to make things better.
It's driving me insane that I dont ever get any goddamn mail.
It's driving me insane that a character in a fictional book can make me fall in love with him so easily.
It's driving me insane that I know there is no such person as amazing as him.
It's driving me insane that I can't see my friends
It's driving me insane right now that I feel like I'm alone.
It drives me insane when my roomates are in bad moods, cause it puts me there too.
It drives me insane to be so tired, yet know I cant fall asleep.
It drives me insane I'm here without you
IT drives me insane to know I'll be there soon, yet it wont come fast enough.
Monday, November 24, 2008
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Friends in Love
I can't believe time is going by so fast. It's almost been a year already.
Think of all the things we have been through lately.
Being separated is one of the hardest things I've had to do, but I know I'm lucky when you understand why I'm doing this. I talk to you and I immediately smile. It immediately makes my day feel better no matter what the circumstances are.
We can always fool around and joke in ways that only friends could.
Thats the thing; we're both.
You're not only the person I love;
The person I want to be with;
The person I think about all of the time;
The person I always want at my side.
But you're also the person I can laugh with over stupid things.
You're my friend.
You're the one who knows pretty much everything about me, yet still is by my side.
Im so happy we've realized that together we can be happy. We can not only be best friends, we can be more than that.
This is one of the best decisisons I've made in my life, and taking the risk on you was totally worth it. I took a jump of faith, and it landed me in a perfectly comfortable relationship.
We're meant to be, and I can see that now.
To answer your question from commencement:
I can see myself with you too....
I love you.
Love,
Liv
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Amazing
Amazing.
That is what you are.
Believe me when I say that.
Im sad that you've been so upset lately, but I hope I have somewhat helped. It's hard to be so far away from your best friend, yet still have such a strong bond. Im so happy we can do this. I feel closer to you even. Knowing that we can overcome this barrier of distance and still have such a strong friendship. To know that no matter what, you will always be there for me, and I will always be there for you.
First year is always the hardest. The time of which you must try your hardest to make an effort to keep those friendships you want. I honestly cant even imagine what life would be if I didnt have you in my life. you've done so many things for me, and you always have such good advice to give me. You're such an amazing person, and I continuously look up to you. Every time I talk to you I smile, and I think of how I cant wait until we'll see eachother. You mean so much to me and I want you to know that.
Sure you're going through a rough patch in your life right now, but remember:
"No one can make you feel inferior without your permission"
-Eleanor Roosevelt
Keep that in your mind, and remind yourself that you're strong and you can overcome any obstacles that may cross your path. You're a strong women, with amazing friends, and people who care so much about you.
I love you Jill, keep smiling....
Sincerely,
Livy.
That is what you are.
Believe me when I say that.
Im sad that you've been so upset lately, but I hope I have somewhat helped. It's hard to be so far away from your best friend, yet still have such a strong bond. Im so happy we can do this. I feel closer to you even. Knowing that we can overcome this barrier of distance and still have such a strong friendship. To know that no matter what, you will always be there for me, and I will always be there for you.
First year is always the hardest. The time of which you must try your hardest to make an effort to keep those friendships you want. I honestly cant even imagine what life would be if I didnt have you in my life. you've done so many things for me, and you always have such good advice to give me. You're such an amazing person, and I continuously look up to you. Every time I talk to you I smile, and I think of how I cant wait until we'll see eachother. You mean so much to me and I want you to know that.
Sure you're going through a rough patch in your life right now, but remember:
"No one can make you feel inferior without your permission"
-Eleanor Roosevelt
Keep that in your mind, and remind yourself that you're strong and you can overcome any obstacles that may cross your path. You're a strong women, with amazing friends, and people who care so much about you.
I love you Jill, keep smiling....
Sincerely,
Livy.
K-Dub Peeps
Well.
Lets start things off with I miss you guys like crazy...
Got questions of who you are?
Ask me :P
BTW. These are for my grilfriends....
1. Basically you're amazing. You're always there for me and we always have amazing times together. When you came up here to visit me, it was probably some of the best times I've had up here yet. You're such an amazing person, and I think you will be so successful in life. you think of others before yourself yet you stick up for your beleifs which is amazing. You're such an interesting person and I can honestly say we'll be friends forever. I love you, you're basically a sister to me :) BFF
2. You have gone through alot lately, but Im here for you. You mean soo much to me, and to know that you're hurting and sad is hard for me. Knowing that I cant just come and see you and give you a big hug is hard. It tough knowing that you're having troubles, but you need to believe me when I say things will work out. You're a strong person and you are amazing.. I will always be here for you, and I will always have something to say back- you should know that by now. :P You've always been there for me, and I know I can always go to you with any of my problems. I love you. BFF
3. I cant beleive you're so far away from me. You're doing what you want though, and that makes me so happy. you're going to go so far in your life, and im so proud of you. I miss you like crazy. and I miss our random hangouts with our crazy reactions to hideous videos. You're such an awesome friend to me and I think that we will honestly be friends for life. We've been friends for so long already.... Sea horses....softball games....good times. But yeah, I wish you the best of luck, and dont forget....today I put a banana down my pants. Love you. BFF
4. You're so cute. You dont know how truly beautiful you are, but honestly, you're gorgeous. You're such a good person, and you have a good sense of humor. You arent afraid to be who you are, and you arent afraid to speak your mind. I miss you a lot, and eventhough we dont talk as much as we used to, I love you and Im always here for you. I love you. good Luck in Life.
5. So basically we have such jokes when we're together. We're so close, yet we can go for moths not talking, and have no problem cathcing up. I miss you so much and it would be amazing if you came up here next year. I'll show you around ;) You have so much going for you becuase not only are you gorgeous, you're so intelligent. you're going to go so far in life, and I wish you so much luck. You're an awesome person and I miss you.
6. So basically. Things changed. Yeah of course Im sad about it, but im ready to at least put part of it aside so we can talk. Who knows maybe some questions will be answered. We were best friends and who knew we would be separated by- of all things- a guy. But, Im over it. and you're happy so thats good enough for me. I hope things turn out good for you, and you make the right decisions. I hope you sort your life out and finally understand what is truly important to you and you strive to achieve those goals. I wish you the best in life, and I hope you understand that I want what is best for you. Miss you.
My Guys....
7. Basically i love you. you're one of the greatest things that has happened to me, and i wouldnt change anything in the world. I think one of the best things we could have ever done is be friends like we were. Its such a good way to ensure we're both comfortable with eachother. I would trust my life in your hands and I will forever love you no matter what. You will always have a piece of my heart.
8. Basically I miss you. I want to be friends like we used to and still hangout. You were my best friend for such a long time, and I could to talk to you about almost anything- except us. I miss talking to you but in a way i think it is for the best. I've moved on from you. I've found someone who I can say I love and they love me back. You will always be someone I remember, and you will always be my friend. I wish you so much luck in your life, and you deserve only the best.
9. You are one crazy guy. One thing I will never forget about you are your crazy stories. They drove me crazy, but the more I got to know you, the more I loved hearing them. You're going through some tough times right now, but no matter what happens, you know you have so many people standing around waiting to jump att the opportunity to help you. Im always here to talk to, because I know you would be there too. I've grown close to you this past year, and honestly I consider you one of my best friends. I miss you, and Im so happy you're doing something you love. Miss you lots. Hopefully I'll see you soon.
10. So basically, you're one cool cat. You know how to put a smile on my face even when im in the worst mood. You're so funny, and you corrupted my mind. But I love it. You're so funny, and I love the time that we get to hangout. We've grown so close this past year, and I hope we stay this close. You're one of my best friends and I tihnk that I can go to you with just about anything. You've got so much going for you and you just need to put your mind to it. Bud...I love you, and see you soon. Keep on rockin' in the free world. Miss you Lots.
11. I miss you so much. I wish you didnt have to die. Some days I just wish I could go to your house and see you sitting in the chair, always with a smile on your face. Im sad because I never got to actually hangout with you that much. I regret it, but I'm so happy I made the choice to visit you that day you left me. You will always be in my heart, and I will always remember you and your smile. I miss you lots, and I'll see you when it's my time. Love you.
Lets start things off with I miss you guys like crazy...
Got questions of who you are?
Ask me :P
BTW. These are for my grilfriends....
1. Basically you're amazing. You're always there for me and we always have amazing times together. When you came up here to visit me, it was probably some of the best times I've had up here yet. You're such an amazing person, and I think you will be so successful in life. you think of others before yourself yet you stick up for your beleifs which is amazing. You're such an interesting person and I can honestly say we'll be friends forever. I love you, you're basically a sister to me :) BFF
2. You have gone through alot lately, but Im here for you. You mean soo much to me, and to know that you're hurting and sad is hard for me. Knowing that I cant just come and see you and give you a big hug is hard. It tough knowing that you're having troubles, but you need to believe me when I say things will work out. You're a strong person and you are amazing.. I will always be here for you, and I will always have something to say back- you should know that by now. :P You've always been there for me, and I know I can always go to you with any of my problems. I love you. BFF
3. I cant beleive you're so far away from me. You're doing what you want though, and that makes me so happy. you're going to go so far in your life, and im so proud of you. I miss you like crazy. and I miss our random hangouts with our crazy reactions to hideous videos. You're such an awesome friend to me and I think that we will honestly be friends for life. We've been friends for so long already.... Sea horses....softball games....good times. But yeah, I wish you the best of luck, and dont forget....today I put a banana down my pants. Love you. BFF
4. You're so cute. You dont know how truly beautiful you are, but honestly, you're gorgeous. You're such a good person, and you have a good sense of humor. You arent afraid to be who you are, and you arent afraid to speak your mind. I miss you a lot, and eventhough we dont talk as much as we used to, I love you and Im always here for you. I love you. good Luck in Life.
5. So basically we have such jokes when we're together. We're so close, yet we can go for moths not talking, and have no problem cathcing up. I miss you so much and it would be amazing if you came up here next year. I'll show you around ;) You have so much going for you becuase not only are you gorgeous, you're so intelligent. you're going to go so far in life, and I wish you so much luck. You're an awesome person and I miss you.
6. So basically. Things changed. Yeah of course Im sad about it, but im ready to at least put part of it aside so we can talk. Who knows maybe some questions will be answered. We were best friends and who knew we would be separated by- of all things- a guy. But, Im over it. and you're happy so thats good enough for me. I hope things turn out good for you, and you make the right decisions. I hope you sort your life out and finally understand what is truly important to you and you strive to achieve those goals. I wish you the best in life, and I hope you understand that I want what is best for you. Miss you.
My Guys....
7. Basically i love you. you're one of the greatest things that has happened to me, and i wouldnt change anything in the world. I think one of the best things we could have ever done is be friends like we were. Its such a good way to ensure we're both comfortable with eachother. I would trust my life in your hands and I will forever love you no matter what. You will always have a piece of my heart.
8. Basically I miss you. I want to be friends like we used to and still hangout. You were my best friend for such a long time, and I could to talk to you about almost anything- except us. I miss talking to you but in a way i think it is for the best. I've moved on from you. I've found someone who I can say I love and they love me back. You will always be someone I remember, and you will always be my friend. I wish you so much luck in your life, and you deserve only the best.
9. You are one crazy guy. One thing I will never forget about you are your crazy stories. They drove me crazy, but the more I got to know you, the more I loved hearing them. You're going through some tough times right now, but no matter what happens, you know you have so many people standing around waiting to jump att the opportunity to help you. Im always here to talk to, because I know you would be there too. I've grown close to you this past year, and honestly I consider you one of my best friends. I miss you, and Im so happy you're doing something you love. Miss you lots. Hopefully I'll see you soon.
10. So basically, you're one cool cat. You know how to put a smile on my face even when im in the worst mood. You're so funny, and you corrupted my mind. But I love it. You're so funny, and I love the time that we get to hangout. We've grown so close this past year, and I hope we stay this close. You're one of my best friends and I tihnk that I can go to you with just about anything. You've got so much going for you and you just need to put your mind to it. Bud...I love you, and see you soon. Keep on rockin' in the free world. Miss you Lots.
11. I miss you so much. I wish you didnt have to die. Some days I just wish I could go to your house and see you sitting in the chair, always with a smile on your face. Im sad because I never got to actually hangout with you that much. I regret it, but I'm so happy I made the choice to visit you that day you left me. You will always be in my heart, and I will always remember you and your smile. I miss you lots, and I'll see you when it's my time. Love you.
Distance
The time I spend away from you drives me crazy. I want to always be with you, yet I cant. The distance is hard but in a way it's made us grow together. When Im with you, Im so happy. I feel like nothing will come between us, but when we're apart like we are now, it makes me wonder. Makes me wonder if we'll make it through it.
Most days my answer to that question is yes. We'll make it through it.
Other days. I wonder. I wonder if you love me as much as I love you. I wonder if we can work through the distance. Its new to you, and its new to me. Neither of us knew if it would work in the first place, but we had faith and we tried it.
And its been amazing.
I love you so much and I'm so happy its working. I honestly think it will continue to work. We're both strong, and we're in love.
We have our good days and we have our bad days, but what we need to remember is:
Our good days out number our bad days by alot.
Baby I love you, and im in this for you.
I love you and you're the only one that I want.
Love you.
Sincerely,
Livy.
Most days my answer to that question is yes. We'll make it through it.
Other days. I wonder. I wonder if you love me as much as I love you. I wonder if we can work through the distance. Its new to you, and its new to me. Neither of us knew if it would work in the first place, but we had faith and we tried it.
And its been amazing.
I love you so much and I'm so happy its working. I honestly think it will continue to work. We're both strong, and we're in love.
We have our good days and we have our bad days, but what we need to remember is:
Our good days out number our bad days by alot.
Baby I love you, and im in this for you.
I love you and you're the only one that I want.
Love you.
Sincerely,
Livy.
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